Saturday, July 23, 2005

oh my life is changin every day.

i may have more family than i once thought....
i have friends.
ill have a license.
i have a dog that i love as much as a child.
i have a computer.
i have a car i can use.
i have a crappy job.
i have a plan.
i have a dream.
i have a gift. given to me, and maybe a few to give.
i have hope.
i have choices to make.
i have made choices.
i have a smoke and a beer.
i have-n't been the best.
i have to start it all.
it all had to stop. and change rearange in a clidiscope of hopes and dreams, to pull at the different seams of ever controling failure. lack of esteem steam cleaned out. it was without doubt the rope to tie my fate to and endless substrate of less than great, no better than good. i just hope u've understood. i didnt mean for the pain, i rarely do, to all of u, friends, country men, thanks for lending me the beer, ive had my drink and am full........sobering up now things are straight. im straight. past irrate, now to pollinate im settin the date to fly into few better trates
ive had a point to contemplate, to fix the circumstance. past first glance, rants or happenstance

oh yeah, i have a chance.

4 comments:

Andrew said...

But when are you going to deal with your problems, huh?

Bex5x5 said...

touche`

Sageish said...

good to see some of your poetic-tree again

audi said...

:)

that's really it. you just made me smile, that's all.