so. i am a narcissist. and i am curious about what is going on concerning me in nashvegas. so if anyone wants to do me a favor and tell me there thoughts on me......in a short comment sort of way. if they have any suggestions of what i should do with my life, or if im missing something, or whatever. please put it in my comments and lets have a tavius and what he should do conversation on my blog..........i like talkin bout me!
p.s. dont hold back or reword things politely please.
this would really help me......i need it from the people i love and that love me.....which means not junkfruit......who the fuck are u?? dont just comment like u know me......and if u comment make it atleast funny u 17 year old, borrowing ur dads car (okay i dont have a car or one to borrow so ur one up on me there) bastard! im in canada fool! u dont know what i have learned up here man! i have learned the art of not doing anything offensive fool!!! dont make me pull out being ridiculously nice!!! u cant take that kid!
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Your so weird.
what do you want me say? That your crazy, you think upside-down, you feel what you want to feel, you have 10 tens toes and a big butt:)
Tav, I love ya and maybe one late evening when were sitting outside on someone's porch, I'll give you a few words. But you there and all of us here, what can you really say? Be in Newfoundland, get everything you can from the simplicity that thrives there and make sure this trip was used to its fullest. Don't take your time there for granite,...become this person you've been talking about for way too many years.
I'm going to go with Steph on this one. I do know you, and I still love you... even if you did steal my blog... and therefore, though I also have a few words I'd rather do it in person. I'd say them over the phone, but I hate phones. And Lea got her ass stuck in Canada so I have to spend a lot of time on the phone.
I guess all I would say is this...
You keep saying that no one knows you as well as you do. But if anyone is going through anything, you say things that infer that you know them better than they do... so which is right? We all pay attention to details... and you have as much, but not more, insight than most that you know.
You have more than some. But we're not talking about them :)
where do i keep saying no one knows me as well as me? who are u getting this from?.......if i have said this on the blog it is few in comparison to the other things i say.....if i say that in real life its because everyone seems to be worried that i dont want the best for myself......now i have done that many times, not wanted the best for myself that is. but in the end, even though it takes time. i always try to do what is right. i have never failed at that always being where i end up. it just kinda sucks that it comes with being homeless most of the time too. but hey. im gonna change that soon too. "ur love gives me such a thrill but ur love dont pay my bills. i want money"
i will come back different. and in my opinion better. i would just like to hear what u guys think was wrong befoer i left. and not just the job drinking thing. that is obvious to a blind person.
oh and as far as becoming the person i have always wanted to be, i dont think thats gonna happen this time around. but ive cleared the floor, wetted the cement and am laying the foundation.
Another reason why now is not the time (for me at least),...I STILL DON'T KNOW THE WHOLE DAMN STORY about the last few weeks. You haven't "really" explained it at all, and not that I am saying you should. In fact, a lot of stuff just isn't my business. At least not until you make it mine. I know you want to know how people feel right now and I completely understand that. But truthfully, things have really died down, and the initial shock is really over. I personally feel people are being honest with you, honest for the moment. Just like your taking one day at a time, so are we. Were trying not to rush you in getting better, so don't push us into giving you the bloody truth in this instant. I promise you, you won't be walking into a trap when you get home:)
I wasn't going to chime in but I would like to say a quick something.
I've got things to say, I'm not mad and I love you much. Most of it isn't my business but you and others involved have made it mine to a point.
But I honestly don't need to justify what is or is not my business with you. I helped deep clean your mother-fucking office and while wading through a floor covered in trash and fucking mouse shit is my idea of a fun Saturday, I at this point don't give a flying fuck if it's my business or not you'll be hearing what I have to say on pretty much any subject I want to say about!!!!
(That was the funny part you asked for)
Now. I agree with others, the phone, e-mail, chat, and especially your blog comments are not the place to discuss this stuff. You buy your own beer when you get home and we'll talk. I know a nice little spot off this crazy twisted road we can go. Got a good CD for us to listen to on the way as well.
FUCKING DEAD ROITING MOUSE UNDER A PILE OF TRASH AND MOUSE SHIT MAN!!!
I cleaned that fucking mouse shit up too - oh my living fucking shit nasty fuck dude! Seriously - I gagged from that for many days after said cleaning.
Remember where we were when the storm clouds split around us and all we could see were a circle of kids listening to the only people who had ever cared for them ... yeah - that place was about as nasty as the stuff Tug and I cleaned. :-P
As for things to say about you (freakin narcissist) - I'll try to honor your request as the opprotunity arises. For now - I need sleep.
Love, amor, and god things.
i'll tell you something funny. you're spending so much time being defensive and reading non-existant motives into what people say that you can't see the love being offered, staring you in the face. that's funny. but seriously.
if you were a book, i would quit reading every five minutes out of frustration... but i would never be able to put the book down, and after i read the latest chapter i would take many minutes to reflect on what i've learned. and i'd write a great review, unbiased from the fact i spent the entire time i was being inspired pissed off... cause i don't always like caring. especially when i don't understand. but what else can i do, dear friend?
am i being defensive? it not my intent...u just here the jest in my voice......u never hear the jest in my voice.....screw u guys for never listening!
Sometimes I wonder if your bi-polar:)
sometimes we wonder that, other times we dont.
nice :)
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