so man its been a little more than 2 weeks.....and im sleepin......and eatin....barely drinkin or smokin (mostly the cost) my brain feels like its connected to my emotions again.....not a bad start....now lets see which way we roll on the hill from here. up is work.....lets see whats at the top, anybody ready for a good uphill trip? onward and upward!!!........now for that sleep thing......at least a few hours.