Wednesday, May 26, 2004

anybody who's board should go to VH1.com and listen to "AUF Der Maur" its the chick who used to play bass with "Hole" and "Smashing Pumpkins"
you can here the whole album on VH1's site.....im on track 2 and i think i really like it. or if anybodys real board play this game http://nlp.fi.muni.cz/~xsvobod4/amanita/samorost/intro.html
pretty fun puzzle game of sorts, definatly inovative

or

go to http://www.cowtools.com
funniest thing ever.

you can see how productive my day is

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

how sweet

i got called the sweetest thing today..........a friend from a long time ago was talking about me, they said "what can i say about Tavius? he's a perpetual good time" that makes me very happy

Friday, May 21, 2004

friday

today is the day that everybody spends 4 days looking forward to. "yeah man its friday, i get to do some stuff!!"
friday is different for me....it usually makes me sad. i look back over my week, and realize, i have done absolutly nothing with it. i just worked, but didn't grow at all, not mentally spiratually or relationally, then all i want to do with the weekend is rest. i work at a 9-5 monday-friday, job that has a bipolar, day-dreamin, arab for a leader. He waste every bit of his employees time making them erase every thing he tells them to start and them makes them start doing something else which he is going to make them erase again to start something else which he is going to make them erase again to start something else which he is going to make them erase again to start something else which he is going to make them erase again to start something else which he is going to make them erase again to start something else which he is going to make them erase again to start something else which he is going to make them erase again to start something else all work and no play make tavius a dull boy.

there is a constant circle of time that makes months pass by in the mental time of a day, we wait for 5 days for 2 days which we just spend trying to stop the next 5 days from coming.

well its friday, i guess im in love

Thursday, May 20, 2004

a summer to forget

Yeah. Summer really sucks. now ofcoarse i am not talking about the beautful weather or the warmth or how everybody wants to do something.......im talking about the bugs. for the love of god the bugs! right now im sitting at work, when i walked outside earlier to get my gaseous cancer fix i looked up. i was suprised to notice 2 wasp nest above the door. note that there are 2 wasp nest....and they are different types of wasp. now you would think that 2 different types of wasp would get angry at the other one trying to take its space, but no. they dont. they would rather chase me. for no reason these things kept swarming around me like i was a budding virgin flower ripe with pollen. i was not in the mood to let them find out there was no pollen in me, just blood. so i did the manly thing, i got my brother to knock them down....not cause im scarred. he's just taller. so i come back inside thinking of my traumitizing experience and suddely weep out my shock, as i do this my brain wanders back to my house, and thinks of the comforting affects summer has had on my house as well. spiders, mice, roaches, crickets, and fly's. now i am not one to debate that my house is a living disaster, a absolute cornicopia of chaos and ick. this is my fault. but to the thought that for a second the mess that my house is somehow justifies a colony a creatures to invade my space is ludicris. my house was just as filthy in the winter, and there were no bugs, but then summer comes the time for fun in the sun, life, playing, long walks at night, and every unholy 2nd to last on the food chain, biting, crawling asshole to come out of the woodwork. summer.....i hate you.......

I figure hey why not

So im sittin here at work thinkin....damn i should write........but i also want attention.....how could i do both....OH right a blog!!! so here is the knowledge of tavius, which basicly means you gonna get a kindergarden education.....but hey who dont like to color?....and nap time will be good too! every body get prepared for cookies and cream!