peter peter pumkin eater

" gasping for air makes the righteous path harder to choose."

Long December

"It seem the winter laugh a little slower makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not show her."

i miss my art.....i miss being an artist....i miss having a purpose.
i think i am slipping into some for of delusion.
nothing is real. its a movie without a plot, and im not sure the good guy is gonna win.
i am very detached, i am trying, i feel......it just doesn't feel back.
i am happy, but not sure why.
i am detached. none of it feels real. it doesn't feel real at all.
i need AA